Theology with Walker
Walker has never been much for asking questions, and when he
does, I’m never sure whether my answers are going to be what he’s looking
for. I never thought that at age thirty
eight, he and I would be discussing theology.
Last night after we
got home from the lake he was finishing up a slice of pizza and playing with
the pictures on his iPhone, when he showed me a picture his favorite brother in
law John had sent him of the Dossal hanging of Jesus from our former church. The hanging shows a stylized Jesus with open bleeding
hands and feet, and it always really kind of creeped me out, but Walker seemed
to be delighted with it.
“When did I first become a believer?” he asked.
“Well, you’ve been going to Young Life for a couple of years
now, I guess,” dating my response to the first time he started talking about
being the “World’s Greatest Believer”.
“No, I mean before that.”
“Well, I suppose you’ve always been a Believer, since you
were baptized when you were a little baby and we promised to teach you about
Jesus being raised from the dead to save us from our sins. We promise that every time we baptize
someone.”
Dead silence for a bit.
“Is our church American?”
“Well, it’s in America, so I guess so.”
“No, I mean…Oh forget it.”
“Our church is a Christian Church, because we believe that
Jesus was resurrected. There are a lot
of churches that believe that all over the world, and ours is in America.”
“How did it get here?”“Well, after Jesus died his disciples told the Good News of his resurrection to more and more people around where they lived, and as more and more people knew about him, some of them eventually came to America. Some of them are Episcopalians like us, some are Presbyterians like the ones where the boys go to school, and others are Catholic like where you went to school….”
“What are the ones at Hutchison?” (The school where the
girls attended.)
“It’s not part of a church…it’s just a school.”
I can’t imagine how impossibly difficult the world must seem
to Walker as his eyes are gradually opening beyond his family and friends. I’m not sure he gets the picture I tried to
paint for him, and I may have to answer more questions from time to time, but I’m
truly fascinated to see his faith developing and his curiosity expanding beyond
the boundaries of family and friends.
His questions lead me along paths I never expected to wander.
Blessings,Janie